Money is fucked!

I have officially fucked myself up financially..

How the fuck am I going to survive in about 2000 bucks until th end of july?? minus the rent, I only have 200 bucks for food and transport! and maybe my pay would help which means I have about 1000 bucks for food, transportation, bills and gym... for 3 fucking months!

Porridge. Bread. Maggi Mee. Soup. No more take outs... No more Max Brenner... No more Corona... No more random shopping...NO MORE! NO MORE! NO MORE!!!!

Why do I always end up doing this to myself?? Worst comes to worst, I think I'll move back up to Bundoora or something. Why do I always financial fuck myself up?? I'm fucking 20 this year and I can't even handle my own finance!!!

This winter holidays, I'm NOT going out! I can't afford it...

The Da Vinci Code, my haircut, dvd rentals, smses, alcohol, entertainment etc etc etc will now be non-existant... I'm afraid that this will have to include Sarah's house party and Labjacds this Sunday. I just can't afford it... and I'm so not kidding.

This will not reach Daddy or else he'll fuck me up. Not something I need at all. I need to get another job badly...

Why la? Why one shit after another??? Can't I fucking be happy!!!???

Fuck!!

and that asshole just asked me why I didnt wake him up cause he miss his lab. How the fuck should I know??? Isn't enough that I'm your fucking maid, I have to be your personal assistant now?? You can go look for your own food today! Because from now onwards, I don't fuck care!!

I need to move to somewhere cheaper without risking my mental health.

I'm soooo fucking frustrated!!! arghhhh!!!!