SERIOUSLY! Is there such thing as it's too cold to take the dirty clothes and dump it in the laundry room less than 20 steps away from the apartment room door??? I mean, after the laundry is done, I have to HANG the clothes. Now thats cold when you're touching cold wet clothes during winter. The hall is cold due to the rain and the window ajar... and my hand always gets icy cold and numb but do I fucking complain??? NO!
When I don't do something, he harps on the fact that I don't do it. BUT A FEW HOURS before his cousin visits, and I'm out with friends to have a good time, he cleans up everything and goes, "The Kitchen has NEVER been this clean since we moved in.." WTF!!!!
I buy groceries alone since we moved here. I think the number of times he went grocery shopping is less than 10 times. The rest.. me! Rain or shine! And everytime I buy something, I think of him and I share. But when he buys something, he brings it into his room and NEVER ONCE offered! When I buy MY breakfast, he's the first to open it up and finishes most of it. When I buy chocolates to share, he finishes it before I can even have a taste!
I buy food for him even when he's been home most of the time and I've been out since morning until 8pm (Especially on Monday and Thursday when I'm working). When I become selfish and get my own dinner, he shows his unsatisfied face and becomes all grouchie. Like I'm suppose to serve him dinner every night.
He seems to ignore the fact that I come home late, tired and hungry. NEVER ONCE he did offer to buy dinner! I have to call him to get dinner.. and both times (emphasizing on BOTH times, which means, only twice so far), he only left to get dinner when I reach home and ask him for it.
It's so bloody inconsiderate!!!! AND it's driving me insane!
AND who gave him the fucking right to say what he said about my boyfriend!! He doesn't even know him!! And he's already making judgements??? Couldn't he just slap a smile on his face and just say congratulations like everyone else?
Those who know who I'm talking about shut up! I'm fed up of facing him because he always ends up making me feel like shit (and he does that quite often enough). He always puts me down and is only nice to me when he wants his dinner and wants something from me. He was never once happy for me for ANYTHING! ANY of my achievements seems meaningless..
He makes me feel like I'm the guilty one when I become a bitch.
Those who thinks that they have to go report this to him. GO AHEAD! I DARE YOU TO! and after telling him, you can go fuck yourself THEN BURY YOURSELF IN THE PITS OF HELL. I don't need history to repeat itself again. THIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG AND I CAN SAY WHATEVER I FUCKING WANT IN HERE!
I think I'm going to break down soon... there's only so much I can take. That's why I'm ever hardly home.. can anyone blame me?? Maybe I should just buy my own dinner, cook my own food, do my own laundry, have my own bin etc etc etc.I need Tracy here. When is she coming??
I should just move out when she gets here. And live somewhere else... I don't know.. I need back up. But you see, I'm now labeled as the bitch and whatever I say now is somehow nothing but lies..
Life is just a bitch sometimes...
I need a hug...
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