when?

September draws near. 4 months to go before the end of the year.

What have I achieved so far? I moved out.

There is this part of me that wants so much more.

I keep wondering when will it be my turn. My turn to feel like I am at peace and satisfied. My turn to see the whitest white of soft snow. My turn to see the northern lights. My turn see raindrops in the form of sakuras. My turn to feel the winds of the ocean on my sun burnt skin as I bury my feet into the white sands of the great big blue ocean.

Some people have it... or have it so close to them that they can actually feel it.

Mine feels so far away.

So when will it be my turn.