doves and bells; external entities and governments

I'm caught in the middle of things ain't a good thing when you know that its your last summer holidays for the REST of your life (maybe until retirement... and its not like that's gonna happen in the next year). Being in the middle where you've really ARE in the middle of your life (adulthood vs. bumming students trying to hold on to my youth without any responsibility) really sucks. Not only you have to battle with yourself, you also have to battle with exterior 'beings'.

I know that this time next year, I'll be preparing to put on that robe. The robe that's suppose to close yet another chapter of my life. Does that mean I really have to close it shut? Because if I really close that chapter shut, would that mean I have to severe everything that comes with it? Do I get to choose, I mean really choose without the influence of external entities?

Who am I kidding? My life is governed by external entities.
I wonder if my 'government' will continue to govern my life even after I've put on that robe...

It doesn't help when my government themselves are governed by another government.

"You know, you must set up a committee to deal with the problem. And also you need to set up another committee to look after the committee that has to deal with the problem."



Oh fuck them all! It's my fucking holidays. Anyone ruins it... all hell is gonna break loose!
----------------------------------------------------

On a much much lighter note... (actually, its more like... it makes you wanna cry in joy)

I HEAR WEDDING BELLS!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS DYAN AND ROD!!!
HUGZZ HUGZZZ!!!!!
I'm sooo happy for you guys.
So romantic you know!!!
A romantic holiday for two turned into a
Proposal in Cherating.
Yay for you guys!