21st and Grim Ripper

Gerard's 21st was interesting and funny; and it was awesome to see Jon Sam after three years. He looks the same.. a lil buff but that's about it. It was nice to be with them after so long... =) After that, Claire, Kev and I headed to some mamak near Kev's place. And talk and talk till five. Next morning (about 12 something), I was up and out, getting stuff for gene's thing almost the whole day. Was finally done and came home about ten. I couldn't move after I planted my ass on the chair. Next thing I know, I was dozing off.

Was suppose to meet up with the Ausmat people.. but was waaaaayyy too tired to go ANYWHERE after the lil expedition to Petaling Street. All walks of life are REALLY there. There were moments when I found it so hard to breathe. The smell, the fumes, the rubbish... KL is such a horrible place. Or rather, Petaling Street is such a horrible place. However, I can't deny... Xmas stuff there are so cheap!

Going over again to Gene's tonight to get some more stuff done. Just came back from Xmas shopping and my feet hurts... but got new shoes!!! =P So thats good.

Having poured out my soul to Claire, Kev and Jason. I feel so much more relieved. But I don't think there would be able to ever make me forget. You know that funny feeling, like a sharp object is piercing heart... it doesn't seem to go away. At all. And thats pretty fucked up. Unfortunately, there's nothing anyone can do about it. There's obviously a mixture of disbelief... I still can't wrap my head around it.