When it gets cloudy

Kurt left to Singapore on Friday afternoon and his grandmother passed away on Sunday morning. Are there any words of comfort when you lose someone you love like that? I have not yet experience how it feels like to lose someone close to me that way. Therefore I shall not say things like "I understand".

Rest in Peace Kurt's Grandma.

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I miss Nanny. Everytime I go back to KL, she gets older and older. I never realised that she was getting older until I was about 16 or 17. And now, 6-7 years later, she's no longer going for jogs like she used to or have that glint of bliss in her eyes. She's just constantly worried about everyone else but herself. She prays so hard for the family and unfortunately one of them decided to be selfish.

Thats just it isn't it? She's already old and constantly sick but that person decided to just pick up and leave. Mum says that she's very upset and its not helping her health wise at all.. but there's just so much the rest of us can do.

Funny how someone else's suffering triggers so much of your emotions. The same thing happened to me when Neal's grandmother passed away. I can only imagine how it feels like to lose someone so close to you.

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Ashley, Cheryl, Aaron, Tracy and I went to Metro last night. And it was great... I actually enjoyed trance. But I don't think I can do it all the time tho. =) But I have to admit that it was better than ZoukOut.. I know for a fact that Eugene and Layka will enjoy Metro.

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Sometimes I wonder how can someone be so calculative. I still can't wrap my mind around it... I miss the world where people don't take in account to everything. But I guess some people just can't help it.

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Ashley is not happy... Dan (her bf) won't be coming to Melbourne. Everything was set already and he even got accepted into Melbourne Uni but financial he'll be better off in Chicago because he'll be getting a scholarship in a hardcore Arts school. Baby Ashley have been planning and now her plans are non-existant.

I can't believe I put Gene thru that volley... Seeing Ashley made me realise my mistake. But I guess my situation is not as bad as Ashley's because Dan will be in Chicago for 4 years.. and I'll be in NZ in 2 months.

But no matter how far or how long.. Long Distance Relationships suck and those who've never been in it will never be able to understand. Well.. thats what I think.