Bits and bop

Why do some people continue repeating the same mistake over and over again? Don't they ever learn? Apparently, they've not learnt ANYTHING for the passed 40 odd years of living, how sad is that? The very thing that pisses me off is the fact they ignore the people around them, the people who actually love them AND they're able to look pass the very fact they've done so many mistakes and accept them in again like they've done nothing wrong.

I don't get it. I just don't... Its so damn bloody inconsiderate. I hate so much because it is affecting other people... the people who I love, the people who I care about, the very people who mean the world to me.

I wish I could hate you. But I can't because you've not directly hurt me in anyway but the very fact that you've hurt the people I love, makes me feel so angry and embarrassed. I just wish that one day you'll actually come to your senses.. till then, you're just someone I know by proxy.

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I sent Mother's Day cards to Mummy, Nanny and Auntie Gert today.
Next Tuesday (8th May) will mark the day Gene and I got together.
One year. 9 months of being apart and 3 months of bliss.
=)

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Kurt is back in Singapore.. his grandmother had a stroke. And he is close to his grandmother...

Honestly, at times like this, I miss Nanny so much. I mean let's face it, life is short. I know for a fact that Nanny doesn't exactly have another 30 years to live... even when we all wish she could live forever. Everytime I come back to Melbourne and mom tells me things like Nanny is sick or she's coming to KL to see the doctors and all those kinda things don't help at all.

She's my women.. and grandpa is my man. I want grandpa to walk me down the aisle because he never walked any of his daughters down the aisle. I wanna give him that privilege... and who better to give me away that the man i love so much. =)

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Gwen Stefani... Tracy, Pei Lin and Ashley are going.. by that time, I'll be in NZ. The shit part is, she'll be in Auckland... in the fucking North Island!!!!! ISH!!! it's so unfair...

Oh and I joined facebook... rather interesting =)
And and and... i finally learnt how to play poker.. hehe..