For Nashreen...

You know, when you think about someone, do you find yourself asking if that someone you're thinking about thinks about you too?

I do.

Sometimes I really hate being away. I hate the fact that I was being so childish about alot of things in the past. And now, we're at the point of our lives where you either last forever or it just ends here. I miss her. I really do.

It's sad that things turned out the way it did. But I guess its part of growing up. I think she is the only person I never seemed to leave even after high school ended quite awhile ago.

Funny how a lil website called Friendster makes you all.. emotional... lil things like putting on make up for fun in school, pigging out at sleepovers, talking and getting emotional about boys to ceaser salads in coffee bean and dinner in Dome in KLCC...

Good Luck in Ireland, sweetie... I miss you so so much.. Wish we spend more time together when I was back in KL.. I'm really sorry if I've done anything to hurt you in anyway.. and I'm really happy for u and Arif.. *smiles..* Be good k? *wink* Love you so so much.. Don't ever ever lost contact k?

Here's a lil something... (hope you remember this song... not because its Alanis Morissette)

"Ironic"

An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought...it figures

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought...it figures

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think
A little too ironic...and yeah I really do think...

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought...it figures

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out