budak kecik!!!!

How DO you do that? I read a number of blogs religiously and I find that I'm so NOT blogger material. The shitty part is that, I think I've been blogging longer than some of the commercial blogs I'm reading. This is my 6th year blogging yet I feel like such an amature.

Reasons being;
1. I don't write anything profound or.. smart.. or witty.
2. I don't cam-whore and I don't even own a proper camera (2megapixel on the phone is no camera no matter how much my dad says it is..).
3. I rant. That's what I do. I rant. Here I go again...! I'm freaking ranting!

I know that other bloggers rant too. But, they always have something profound. hmm..

Okay, I know that I have stated that my blog is my pensieve bowl and a place where I put my brain on a platter for people to dissect. But the thing is, I feel like whatever I write are some scribbles by a 14 year old blogger (who btw, knows more about web design than I do! Ignore the fact that it doesn't really interest me much...) who complains about the fact that some bitch is hitting on her 'man' by smilling at him to much. Actually, some of these 14 year olds are even more mature than I am!

Okay, maybe what I write is not to that extend but on days like these I feel that way.

Being in this country makes me feel tiny. Physically (trust me! I MAY be big back home, but I'm TINY here..), mentally (they crush you like tiny insects, I tell you!) and emotionally (okay, I'm not emotionally dead as last year.. thanks to moving to the city and eugene and my new hardcore support from back home!)... Maybe I should just stop reading other people's blog.

There I go again. ISH!

GROW UP TINA!