loving circumstances...

When you really love someone, you'll be amazed with the things you would do for them. The stronger you feel about them, the more you find yourself giving and sometimes even giving up dreams and life plans, to be with them or to make them happy. *I guess this is one of those things that changes your priorities in life as you get older... ref. entry before this*

When you find yourself in a position where you've given your all but yet circumstances threatens that little world you've built and you feel like your world is about to crumple just before your eyes... Now, that feeling is one of the worst feelings ever.

People who say that you can't exactly have the cake and the icing together are just bitter. I know that I am when I find myself saying things like that. Either that, or I'm just another sucker who just accepting the shitty side of life with open arms and then complaining about it on my rant days... *nice.. Tina.. very nice indeed*

I just read an email from someone I sayang so very very much... I really wanted to cry. I wanted to cry because, somehow, I could feel her pain. I don't know why I can because I don't think I've been in a situation like that.. maybe I do.. yea, I think I do..

Circumstances working against you... yea.. been there. I think that's why I understand... It makes you feel so helpless and you wish, pray and hope so hard that sometimes, you just end up breaking down. Yea.. I know how that feels..

Sayang.. I'll pray and I'll pray real hard.. I want you two to be happy.. so badly. I'll light candles everyday... *hugzz*