Wonder drugs.

Going to work sorta helped. I'm less agitated and less depressed... and talking to kids like Thand (Vietnemese kid) and Peter (another Vietnemese kid) kinda took me away from all the troubles awhile... and the fact that I got my pay today helps too.

But because of that, I was able to take a step back. To look at everything as a whole... I have been over-whelmed... I just need to take things one at a time.

1. I will just go thru my assignment and fix whatever I can and see Terri tomorrow.
2. Grey's Anatomy.. I NEED THE NEXT EPISODE! Preston got shot damnniitt! And there's nothing I can do about it but wait for the next episode.
3. There's nothing I can do about her... So, I'll just leave it..
4. I need to just bear with it a lil while longer. I'll just stay in my room or go out. I just need to rant it all out.. then I'll be okay for a lil while longer. But I don't think I can tahan all these for another year..
5. The stress.. work it off in the gym.

There... I hope all these would work. We'll just have to see...

Here's what 2 people have told me so far;
Pixie : Man, you need some alcohol..
(Tina :: I know Pix... it will soothed the pain or whatever this feeling is called but I have no money.)

Jared : Leave your troubles to God..
(Tina :: I'll try but I don't know how to do that anymore... I'm still trying to retrace my faith.)

Thanks guys..

Baby just came online.. yay!!!

ps. Got cravings for cosmopolitans. -_-'