Saturday, 13 May 2006

This is me.. (I think)...

"Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal. Determined to reach goals. Lovesfreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Lovesaggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsbut rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on theinside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions."

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Finally, I'm talking to Adrian online. It's been ages. But the thing is, I can't see him. I can't see his facial expressions because sometimes, it doesn't hide much and you can sorta figure it out... Now, I can't. Hmm.. at least I know, Eugene is there. Makes its easier to sleep at night...

He's annoying and complicated. But I love him to bits. Just wish things would somehow be easier for him.. neurotic fella... things will never be easy for neurotic people..

He knew when everyone else was surprised... And I wanna know how. But as usual, its one of those things I will never know for as long as I live... *strangles Adrian!!*

Anyways, went to Sarah's thingy last night...but Pixie, Tan and I left early... I love Sarah but.. its feels a lil hard to fit in somehow.. and its been my second time to her place... Oh well, I like her punch.. very nicely spiked. hehehe.. with strawberries.. but I would prefer if it was.. peach or something.. After that, Pixie came over and we cam-whores as Baby kinda watched everything thru the webbie. Hahaha... I love technology.

Spent about 80 bucks the whole yesterday... including hair cut, groceries for the weekend and transport fare for the next 3 weeks or so.. and won't be spending anything today.. and tomorrow. So thats good.. right? That means no more cigs for me.. shit!! I know I need to quit but.. arghh!!! I only have 2 sticks left.. and I wanna have one now.. and there will only be one for tomorrow night! and none after that!!! arghhhhhhhhhhh... why la? Why did I do this to myself????

Pixie desparately wants me to go for Labjacds tomorrow night to the extend of wanting to pay for everything. So, I guess I'll be going.. I suppose.. We'll see...

Spent the night talking to Eugene again... We've been talking to each other everyday for the passed month.. and I'm no where near being bored. We talk about everything and nothings.. Then falling asleep in the wee hours of the morning... albeit with lotsa sweet yummy.. hmm.. hehe...

QUICK! TIME FLY FASTER!!! FASTER!!!

I am just so... *smiles* arghh.. geram-nyer!!! *grins*

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