Seriously X-rated.

I'm over-whelmed by this whirlwind of love and lust...

(oh! come off it! We're all adults here! If you say that you've never experience an ounce of lust in your life, I think you'll make good priests and nuns... cos priests and nuns these days are getting hornier..)

So, If you're uncomfortable with such topic, I suggest you stop reading now... Because I don't want to be responsible for anything... Okay.. Don't blame me for not warning you!!!

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Anyways...

You know when you start losing your breathe or your breathe just becomes all staccato on you and there's this warm fuzzy feeling in the pits of your tummy and your head becomes light and the only thing you can think about is how good all those feel...

Right now, I feel all of that but its been stimulated by my imagination.. Thats the thing I like about being a girl because our mind is so connected with our body. But of course that doesn't mean I don't like the sense of touch. But you see, its my imagination that keeps my "V" card with me... And I'm proud to say that even at the age of 20 and living in a Western sociaty, my "V" card is in my pants!!! *stands proud*

Like in 40days and 40 nights, all Josh Harnett did was touch her with an orchid and voila! Orgasm!! When I watched it, the only thing that came out of my mouth was, "SEX GOD!". Now, that's how I wanna lose my "V" card. But you see, it only happens in movies (I don't think she really got an orgasm in real life) but wouldn't it be so cool if you could?

The mind is such an amazing sexual tool. It DOES stimulate endorphins, you know?? It makes you happy and have that spring in your step.

It is medically proved that people with a healthy sex life generally do better in their daily lives. They become less stressed and at the same time, it keeps their heart healthy and you lose as much calories in a 15 minute session of sex as if you're jogging for 30 minutes or something like that... and sex is much more exciting, no?

When I talk about lust, I don't mean just literally sex... but everything. The kissing, the caressing, the cuddles and snuggles, the sense of touch, the feeling of having your skin against the other person, that feeling of pure bliss when you just lie on his chest to listen to his heartbeat.. all that stuff that just drives you crazy... without even starting with the whole intercourse thing.

Yes, I know that intecourse can be a beautiful thing but that's not my point..

My point is, there's much more to lust than just sex... and I'm over-whelmed with pure bliss in my heart and in my head.

Lust and Love, what a good combination.