Intertexuality

On my way back from uni yesterday, this chick I've seen before on the 86 route tram, came onto the tram. Some guy (who looked drunk) ended up talking to her about her tattoos. After awhile, she took out a ciggy and lighter. When she got up, I realised that she was at least 5-6 months pregnant...

She got off the tram and lit her ciggy!! and took a long drag!!! *horrified*

WTF! You're pregnant womun!!!
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT THE EFFECTS OF SMOKING DURING PREGNANCY ARE????

I think my mouth was hanging open when I saw her lit her ciggy with that bump on her tummy. It's no pooch.. (I know what a pooch is! I have one!).. its the "baby-inside-you-growing" bump!!

I see so many "mothers" on my dear tram... and they're like posters ads for "The-kind-of-mothers-I-don't-want-to-be-when-I-have-my-own-kids".

But I guess, its not my place to judge since I'm only 20 and have no kids of my own...

**I wonder what's he doing..**

After the gym, Fan called me and said that he was still in the city and asked to meet up. So okay la, we walked from Melb Central to Fed Square and talked. On our way there, Fan met Diane.. Neal and Tracy's friend from Sunway. Then on our way back to Melbourne Central to meet up with Ray and Fadzil (that's his name if I'm not mistaken.. they're a couple btw), we met Michelle (Sunway chick) and Ashleigh (SFX dude, Claire's confirmation mate)..walking on Swanston's arm in arm.. *hmmmm*.

Small world.

When Amy and I met up on Wednesday, we went to Changi Village for lunch, and some dude working there regconised Amy from Sunway and apparently, he's from Sunway too (he's a Chimp tho)!

Hmm.. if we had like a Sunway College society in Melbourne, it would be damn big!! It's would almost be, Sunway College IN Melbourne.. you know, the side-gate people, the Pink people, the cafeteria people and the library people. LoL. or.. it would be the The Ausmatians (AUSMAT), The Chimps (CIMP), The Mufies (MUFY), The A-levels and the rest! hahaha...

Sunway College sure holds alot of fond memories for me even tho it was one short year.

**I miss him... **

It's done. I'm jinxed. The realisation hit me when I sat down at my favourite spot... There's no turning back. It's now mere fiction...
(Don't ask me what it is... It's now locked up and sealed.)

**It's cold and I wish I could bury myself in his embrace at this very moment...**

Got Sky High DVD.

Gonna wash up, snuggle up in my sweats, watch Sky High, finish up my assignment while waiting for him.. if I'm too beat, I'll just msg him and drift off to the land of possibilities...