feels right but oh so wrong.

I'm so happy and so sad at the same.

He feels the same way I do. He sees me in a different light and makes every cell in my body melt. I can just imagine myself being in his arms, feeling safe, happy and loved. That's the happy part.

I know. Everything is new. Everything just happened. Everything is still... murky and complicated.

But at the same time, it feels right. But he's not mine... I don't want to be the third person. I don't want to play that part. That's the sad part.

Shit. This is complicated.