ditch the old.

I have decided to ditch my diaryland blog.

But here are some of the stuff I wrote...

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yet another...
I hate this.
I agree with Kev. 2006 sucks.
I'm be having yet another confrontation later because of what I wrote 3 years ago. Why can't I blog in peace? It's going to suck this time because all forces are working against me. I don't have Layka here with me this time.
Just when I thought all confrontation matters would end.. It's starting all over again. When will this ever end?
I hope going for Labjacds tonight would somehow ease it all.
12:13 p.m. - 2006-04-02
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ain't that bad after all.
glad to know its over.
the thing is, nothing really started to begin with. so, its all good.
i woke up this morning with a msg bearing the good news.
its a good day. =)
3:18 p.m. - 2006-04-01
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a lil reunion.
life is like some tv soap, the drama never ends.
met up with gary and clive today. clive brought along his childhood friend who turns out to be in the same class as gary in swinburne. so there's two la trobians and two swinburnians.
we ended up at the pizzaria next to max brenner in qv. it would have been a perfect evening if it didnt rain and we were frezzing our asses off.
it was nice. u know, to talk about the time during foundation and the class jokes. and what the rest of the foundation people are doing now.
it was good. clive and gary are planning to meet up for dinner next week.. most probably next friday. looking forward to it...
assignment due on tuesday and i've only done the intro. haihz. malas-nyer. i think i'm just going to watch grey's anatomy and go to sleep.
boring-nyer... and its raining. so my plans of chilling at the state library lawn has been deminished.
10:23 p.m. - 2006-03-31
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heading down town
i suck with blogskins.html codes. argh.
anyways, i'll just stick with this la.
i went for my first day of work today. OMG! so hectic! sooo many students. she's got 250+ students that comes twice a week! i don't remember going thru so much work before. i mean, at ku cha's place, there wasn't THAT much.
anyways, i might most probably work 3 times a week. monday, thursday and saturday. that would be about 10 hours a week. woohoo! and i get paid every fortnight. yay!
met an indonesian girl there too. she lives in southbank and studies in rmit. we most probably go to sunshine together.
everyone is saying that sunshine is some vietnamese ghetto place. but it actually looks okay. then again, looks can be deceiving. we'll see...
was thinking alot last night. about people i've claimed that i was in love with. the people i've claimed to be sooooo much in love with are with other people.
he talks about her. even when i wasn't ready to let him go. now that i have let him go, he askes me things that are more intimate. seriously, do u think asking your ex-gf, who took such a hard time getting over you, is the best way to go?
dude! seriously?!
i may have let u go but i still do love you (don't ask why).
how do i love another? there's no more space.
but why do i blush even when i talk to "him" online?? this sucks because i know that there's someone else in his life...
do i ask for too much? one day, i did some thinking on my way back home from safeway. here's the thing: i always want guys who is just out of my league. now thats my problem. how to solve it? i can't. its out of my hands.
carrie bradshaw and ally mcbeal. here i come.
i think i'm some potential lesbian. i know a few people would want me to at least be bi (for obvious reasons).. and i know people like jared would sooo kill me. =P
12:35 a.m. - 2006-03-31
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another restless night
this sucks.
i can't seem to fall asleep these days. i've skipped ALL my lectures this week. and i've only attended ONE tute so far. and i'm definately going for the tute tomorrow.
i have to.
i have the scariest tiny woman as my tutor AND lecturer. she the "if-u-fail-to-attend-3-classes-you'll-be-kicked-out" kind of person.
wonderful.
i miss home. i think i'll give everyone a call tomorrow night.
2:46 a.m. - 2006-03-30
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he
i finally spoke to him. and now, i am talking to him. online. flirting.
it makes me wonder. i've only seen this guy twice in my whole entire life. spoke to him face to face only once. yet, talking about him makes me blush. one slight teasing from a friend about him turns me red.
this flirting is making me blush. not a good sign.
shit. shit. shit.
could he be my mcDreamy?
11:35 p.m. - 2006-03-29
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a new chapter.
this is my new blog.
this blog is only for the people i love and the people i trust. the people that would not play me out or put me down. the people who i care alot for. the people i believe in. the people i want to be entirely honest with.
for those people and me. welcome to my world of reality.
6:14 p.m. - 2006-03-29