A saturated mind spores depression

Nothing on my wish list came thru but a pair of peep toe black pumps I bought for myself.

And I don't get to go to Melbourne because I don't qualify for the trip. Part of me really wants to go because of friends but the other part of me doesn't want to because I'll be tied down to work and putting a front. Oh well its only a 4 day/3night trip which will be covered with work. I would rather go for pleasure.

I really really really want to go back to NZ this year. I miss my life there and I miss the people there too...

haihz.