Blue skies and sunshine

It's been awhile since I blogged. I don't know if I'm losing the will to blog or maybe I'm getting older. I can't decide which. I think before I make any decision on that, I shall just continue blogging. May it be one entry per month... it is still an entry anyways.

ISC is almost done for 2008. Rendezvous 2008, Fahrenheit 2008 and International Month 2008 (International Food Fest, International Cultural Night 2008 and International Charity Gala 2008).
The last one to go; ski trip at Queenstown in a few weeks. I wish things were a lil different...

Things around here have been a major roller coaster. It's funny to say something like about tiny Dunedin. I think people here are so bored they seek some sort of drama and "excitement" to fill up their days. I may have become one of them. Because of the quiet-ness of Dunedin, thinking is a major problem. It forces you to think about your life and it makes you make decisions that scare the shit out of you but because Dunedin is so small, you kinda have the gun to your head to execute your decisions. The scary part of it all is the risk and consequences of the decision.

I don't know if I should listen to my guts. I think I've been in the clouds for a lil too long that reality has become a lil too scary for me. No one to help me ease into it... At age 22, I've never felt so alone in a crowded room. A new mark in my life.

Peace.