Friday, 30 May 2008

Alice is no longer in wonder-freaking-land

I woke up at 10.30...
rushed off to uni to be there at 11.30 for course approval.
I didn't have my id with me so I had my lunch
then walked to London St to get my stuff
then walked back to uni
got my course approval form
went to see erika
erika found a problem with my points
went to see the info desk
info desk informs me that i have to see student records after 3
met up with gene
went to the library
watched Drowned Out (for exams)
went to student records
they gave me some paper work and sent me off to humanities advisor
met that asshole
gave me no options but to take an extra paper
almost cried in front of asshole
walked back to the library
gene not in the av room
went to the study room
elaine, marie and darren was there
pour my heart out to them
they told me to talk to my lecturer
if all else fail
talk to student support
after all that drama
studied for awhile
came home and ate
Sab made wah tai hor
watch some random english series
played some texas hold em
watched 'gone baby gone'
and now here I am.

There's too much to write about the whole points ordeal... too stressful. So I'm not going to write about the whole story.

So, 'Gone Baby Gone' is a good movie. It's mainly about the grey area of truth and what is right and wrong. Truth and right/wrong is no longer black and white. There's the many shades of grey. Of course in an idealistic world we want the black and white but the truth and right/wrong (may be in the grey area) doesn't exist, the problem is we don't live in an idealistic world. This world is fucked up! No matter how much we want to paint the pretty picture... its just not going to happen.

But then again, there's no stopping you from admiring the beauty in the ugly...
Here's what I see, Life is like shallow hal. The beautiful become ugly and the ugly become beautiful.
The idea of beauty of life is in the eyes of the beholder.
The idea of truth is in the eyes of the beholder.
The idea of what is right and wrong is also in the eyes of the beholder.

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