a tatt for antm

Here's my uniform these days:
trackies/t-shirt
t-shirt/hoodie/jeans/scarf/shoes
and if it gets too cold
t-shirt/hoodie/jeans/scarf/jacket

I didn't put on any make-up since last wednesday. and before that, I don't remember the last time I put on ANY makeup.

I don't feel like I have the need to. And when I go out somewhere, I realise how draggy I look and end up feeling shitty. Its a vicious cycle but when the time comes, I can't be bothered to do anything about it.

Sometimes, a girl needs to feel attractive. I can't believe I just typed that. But heck! I'm going to just leave it. And it damn fucking true... (and I've been watching ANTM Cycle 8...). Like when you do dress up, isn't it a good feeling to have when someone compliments you and is sincere about it? Am i making any sense? or is it just me talking. Haihz. I think its ANTM.

Anyways, I'm going to dress up! and I'm going to watch Labjacds! with Pixie, Sybille, Tracy, Cheryl, Aaron and whoever who wants to come... I am going to PARTY!

Tracy cravings for tatts is getting to me. I want one too! I'm definately going to get mine in NZ! maybe come up with something that represents me. something that made me who I am... sounds cheesy but oh well.. the only way I'll get another tattoo is making it my own.

Going to wash up and back to ANTM.
I tell you; watching something I like back-to-back is so damn therapeutic.
I feel like munching on carrot sticks.
crap.