Rindu

I've got 25 days to go.

Looking back I never thought that I would go through so much trouble to be somewhere else. Going to New Zealand to study was never on my agenda. I'm getting more and more nervous as the day draws closer. I'm scared shitless actually. But, I guess that comes with making life changing decisions. And do it partial for someone else.. thats even bigger.

Growing up, I know that sometimes you have to make sacrifices to have something else... you can't have the cake AND the icing.. So I guess I picked the icing.

I went for Filippa's 25th birthday drinks at M.O.O on Little Bourke. Tracy was really sweet to follow me even when she was in the midst of all her studying for the up coming semester finals. Talking to Josie in her drunken state about me leaving is not cool. We were both on the verge of crying as she went on and on about not wanting me to leave. Our little plan of getting pissed out of our minds on Graduation Day is non-existant... and both of us with our robes and little hats.. haihz. Honestly, I don't know what I would do without her in all my classes. We have all the same classes, especially in year 2.. and now, its coming to an end.


I'm so going to miss her to bits and pieces... How will I ever get a Josie in Otago? A ditzy Swedish chick with the power to motivate and bitch! omg!!! I'm going to miss our ciggy, cafe latte and bitching session on the steps of the Agora. Oh and Filippa! She's the sweetest thing I tell you. She gets so excited when she sees Josie and I getting our work done on time. And she totally layan our bitching sessions.. Even Filippa made me so close to tears in her drunken state about
me leaving. Where in the world am I going to find sisters like that??? I'm going to miss them so much.. more than I would miss La Trobe actually. La Trobe would cease to exist in my mind if I didn't have the Rikardssons.

This feels like when I left Seksyen9...