just push me into the pool of sharks

I'm just numb from one too many blows.
... and its just so nice to know when your burial is being prepared even while you're alive and kicking.

I got my tram fine. and thanks to an irresponsible father I only have 3 bucks in my bank account. I have bills to pay for, a visa to apply for, tuition fees to settle and a medical to go for.

Honestly, I don't think I've shed this much tears in a such a short period of time, in a very long time. Everything coming at one time can be so over whelming and there's no where I can go to. The boyfriend is in Dunedin and the best friend is in KL.

I feel like walking aimlessly, to somewhere, anywhere. I need to breathe.