blistering bullshit

"Sometimes somethings can't happen because it came just too late. "

Started going back to the gym again.. oh boy, i can't go more than 40 minutes! I was able to do 40 minutes cardio and about 30 minutes of sit-ups, weights and yada-yada... I need my stamina back man..

Today I wore an all out 'conservative' gym outfit and I GOT CURVES!! woottt wwoottt!!! LOL! However, I need to lose them extra tyres and tone my upper body then I'm all set! hehehehe.. Hopefully I'll be able to go to the gym everyday or at least 4 times a week.

Why am I talking about my body? I don't know. I'm bored out of my mind and I have had America's Next Top Model overload.

Okay I know what my problem is.

I'M FUCKING STUCK AT HOME. I CAN'T GO OUT AT WHATEVER TIME I WANT BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE THE FUCKING SWIPE TO GET INTO THE BUILDING. AND THE ONLY FUCKING WAY TO GET INTO THIS DAMN BUILDING WITHOUT THE SWIPE IS CALLING IN TO ONE OF THE APARTMENTS. AND CALLING IN AT ONE IN THE MORNING IS FUCKING INCONSIDERATE. SO WHAT DO I DO? FUCKING STAY AT HOME AND GET SO MENTALLY WHACK BECAUSE I HAVE A FUCKING SMALL ROOM WITH NO BLOODY WINDOWS. AUSTRALIAN FREE TV SHOWS SHIT AND THE TV CONNECTION IS SCREWED UP.

I HATE BEING PHYSICALLY TIED DOWN!!!