Look back and smile

First and foremost..

Happy Friday the 13th!!!

Is it a happy event??? Haven't had any bad luck yet.... *hope that doesn't jinx it...*

Sometimes I find myself smiling about the past. Its like this whole bittersweet thing happening. I feel so much more at ease when I think about the old times because I have somehow learnt to let things go. Ex-bfs, old friends, old times.. etc etc etc.

My first encounter with such ease was 2 years ago, with Yoong Wei. I remember it was my 18th birthday and he made it so much better for me than lunch/movie at Pyramid. i had my first southern comfort at Bar Med (yes, before it become la-la's ville). The stuff we talked about may seem like a sensitive issue a couple of years ealier but... being able to talk and laugh about it makes everything seem all tied up with a pretty bow. It makes you think, "Hmmm, I guess going through all that does have some worth". Altho at the time it wasn't exactly a walk in the park but after the whole acceptance stage.. It's just all good.

Today, I had yet another smile. It was bittersweet but it was good. Its all good because I have my life now. My life with someone I love so much.. I'm with someone who opened me up again to the possibilities I thought vanished before my eyes when all hell broke lose.. (I mean, come on! I was wearing black and only black for like almost 3 weeks to college. I was literally in mourning).

Life is good. Talking about Incubus, "Turn me on", basketball courts, Bangsar and Club Seven feels easy breezy now. =)

Amen!!!

COUNTDOWN: 26 DAYS

I want a hug. A big bear hug from my sayang.