stop it!

Seriously, its no longer funny but more irritating.

Why do people have problems with me communicating with MY boyfriend everyday? I mean seriously, its the very few things that keep me constantly happy and the ONLY thing that stops me from snapping at people and biting their heads off... yet they continue to tease (which seems like more of a mockery than a joke to) me. Aren't they happy at the fact that I've found my happy drug? It's not like I stop having a life and stay home and only spend time with him... Its not like I stop going out at night to just talk to him either! So when I have my time with him.. leave me be!

Just because it's a long distance relationship, doesn't mean that I don't get bf time. Just because he ain't here, means I only talk to him twice a week like some old school long distance couple. We have so much to talk about because we can talk about EVERYTHING under the sun. Since there's so much 'under the sun'.. we have alot to talk about. So, seriously, where for them pain?

I think its so damn unfair. I may talk to him alot but somehow it can never substitute physical contact which everyone around me seems to have. I don't have the chance to replace words with body language like 'normal couples'. I don't have the means to just call him and he would appear in front of my doorstep within minutes from the time he hears my first whimp. So, to replace everything.. we talk... everynight and sometimes in the morning... its the most fulfilling thing to do under such circumstances.

That is how I would like to start and end my day. It's something I'm used to and its my routine. Try taking coffee and cigs away from someone who needs their daily routine and watch them snap! Try taking my time from Eugene and mock me in the process.. watch me snap!