There is time for everything

It's 3 am in the morning. I can't sleep. Its funny because I love staying up until 3 in the morning.. but right now, I'm up not because I want to but because I can't sleep.

Wanna know something funnier? I took my flu medicine, the ones that knock you off.. I took the med an hour ago but it's not working... The first time this has ever happened to me.. Drowsy meds put me to sleep like a baby but this time, its not.

The thing is, I'm shit scared-less. I think I'm threading the waters either way to carelessly or loosely.. i dunno...

all i know is doing the right thing sucks.