again.. stuck.. ish!

I'm just plain confused.

How did it even begin?

Love does come with pain, doesn't it?

Irrelavant of what kind of love it is, it just hurts.

I don't want to comment on it anymore.

I don't want to be the glass.

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----~Short lil entries~----

**Went to Amber last Friday night with Perv, Amy and Andrew. Met Jensen (fellow ex-Ausmatian there) and his friend. Watch Argentina lost to Germany. Sorry... got lazy to post up WC details. Brazil lost to France. That's enough to put me off for a long time. But Portugal got in the semi finals. At least one of the teams I supported is in the semis... since everyone else lost..

Brazil... haihzz... why la?!

**Finally went to DFO (it's some heaven on earth I tell you!) yesterday. Spent 70 bucks on 2 pairs of JayJays pants, 2 long sleeve tops, 3 Dotti tanks, and a pair of baby blue shorts. =) Good shopping day.

**Going to HighPoint to get the boots I really want. Going with Amy.. (thanks Girl...)

**Baby will be heading back to Dunedin tomorrow evening. And he went for Kev's grandfather's funeral in SFX this morning and met the rest of the guys.. wish I was there..

**Called Mom and just who picked up the phone??? UNCLE SHAUGN! hehehe.. it was nice to talk to him for awhile.. but I feel so bad.. I lost the pic of him and his gf when I had to reformat my laptop a few months ago.. haihz..

**Getting nervous about my results. But not sure when it coming out...

**I miss Nashreen. Apparently, Matta-san is gonna be flying off too.. Another to the list..

**Is it possible? Could it be? I don't know. It's big... even for me. I nak sangat sangat. But there's more to it that just doing it. There are consequences to think about... And it should be thought out carefully. Yes... it should. It's not just something you do in the heat of the moment... Yes.. think. Thinking it through is good... uh huh.. It must be done... I think.. I don't know.. xxx xxx x xxxx xxx xxxxxxxx xxxxx xxx xxxxxx.............................

(Mindless censored ramblings...)

**I love my sayang so much. And he does influence to a certain extend... I guess I have to understand the fact that it happens to others too...

Thats it for now.. Yes.. that will do..