songs and my baby

A few nights ago, while talking to baby, I decided to download some old school r&b stuff from the 90s. It got my all nostalgic... it got me thinking about the events that happened when the song was at it's peak.

Twisted by Keith Sweat
Too Close by Next
Hard to say I'm sorry by AzYet
Forever by Damage
So in Love by All for One
Anywhere for you by The Backstreetboys
As long as you love me by The Backstreetboys
A rose is still a rose by Aretha Franklin
Always be my baby by Mariah Carey
Lemon Tree by Fool's Garden
2 Become 1 by the Spice Girls

Just to name a few... And these songs got me thinking about the people that are somehow related to these songs. At times like this, I sometimes get all emo and wonder if things were different if I didn't move to Shah Alam 5 years ago. What if I stayed back in Kepong? Would I still be where I am today?

I may have lost a lot of friends lately but the thing, it doesn't bother me as much as I thought it would. Maybe because I'm contented with my life now. I'm satisfied with the people I have in my life... its small but its real.

Funny how a few old songs make you realise a lot of things...
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Was thinking about Baby on my way to the market just now.. when I do see him in November, I was just wanna bury myself in his embrace to just feel his skin, the beating of his heart, the sound of his breathe and his arms wrapped around me. I just wanna stay that way until I'm satisfied. *hehe... hope you don't mind baby..*

I don't know why, I think about Eugene so much more when I'm in church. I pray for us. I pray that he's mine to keep for as long as possible. I pray that when we get back to KL, everything we spoke about would happen. I pray that I get to spend time with him. I pray that we have endless conversations, hugs and kisses without that bitch (you have 3 minutes remaining.. you have one minute remaining...) interrupting us...

Haihz...

Baby is having his exams tomorrow.. 2 papers.. Good luck sweetheart.. I prayed for you!

Gym time.