The word "I"

I could so fall asleep right now but I've got a power point presentation to finish.

I could so fall asleep right now but I've got too much work to do and way too much on my mind.

*my eyes hurt* *my back is aching so much, its not funny*

I have got such a full week, I don't think I even have much time to myself... that's why I'm taking some time off this long busy day to blog awhile. To get my thoughts straighten out.

I don't know if I'm taking too many steps forward too soon. Josie indirectly made me realise some of the things I have chosen to conveniently ignore to continue the streak I have going on right now. And so, I took a step back and looked at the bigger picture. The picture with the flaws which I have, once again, ignore for a selfish reasons. I've been so caught up with everything else that I've just ignored it, hoping it would go away...

Again, my guts is telling me something is not right. But again, I can't seem to place my finger on it. Damnnit..

Ah neh! How do you live like this everyday? I've been having these feelings every now and then ... and it's killing me!

I feel so grumpy right now. My back is killing me again. My eyes hurt. And to make things worst, Coffee is not helping one bit!

And I have to be in uni everyday this week, from morning to evening.. those who think media is easy can go fuck yourself inside out. Fuck man.. so much practical work and assignments... I have to start before I get over-whelmed in a few weeks time. Will be cooped up in the studio and edit room for at least 20 hours in the next 2-3 weeks.. lucky Josie and Melissa are smokers... So, we'll go for our ciggy breaks.. oh! and Jess and Arne too...

I can rest during during the winter break.. I think I'll just stay home during that time.. just sleep. watch dvds. catch up on some major reading. scrap-booking. work. gym. you know, the money saving stuff... nothing to anticipate except for the Labjacd Album launch...

It's going to be another boring winter break...

fuck fuck fuck.
fuck fuck fuck.
fuck fuck fuck.

Don't break. Don't break. Don't break.

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*exhale*
*inhale*
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