If I just lie here, Would you lie with me and forget the world?

I felt rather empty today.
But the thing, I have had this feeling before and I always felt this way.
I guess its had been a long time since I actually felt empty that why today it just feels so.. empty.

Am I making any sense at all?

I decided to stop at the end of Gertrude Street and took a walk through Carlton Park. I love that park because it's IN the city (okay, technically it's in Carlton but the city is JUST THERE!). I love autumn in Carlton Park cos its just so peaceful and nice.

I love the golden coloured leaves lying on the fresh green grass. I love the main fountain in the middle of the park. I love the main area of the park that leads to the (old) exhibition center. The trees are going bare, golden leaves scattered everywhere, birds and ducks all over the place...

It was a somewhat peaceful walk...and I couldn't stop thinking about him.

Wishing so hard that he was with me, holding my hand and just talking.

Then my mind strayed to Singapore...

***(From now on, it's just me imagining stuff...)***

Thinking about waking up in the morning with him next to me, giving a peck on his forehead as he sleeps, then going to the kitchen to find grandpa topless standing over the stove cooking up a miracle, nanny will either be making tea/coffee or doing the laundry, Uncle Shaugn walking around the house with his towel draped on his back with a ciggy in hands, the two kids in front of the tv and Auntie Sharon and Uncle King will be getting ready for work (or already left for work)... and then there me, all sleepy... giving nan and grandpa a "good morning kiss"... and still in a sleepy mode.. going to the bathroom to brush my teeth.. then getting my yummy tea that nanny made (and she knows that I don't like mine too sweet!) and settling in front of the TV with the kids... and listening to grandpa fussing around and complaining about nothing in the kitchen and nanny asking him to shut up.

HAHAHAHA.. I love those two.. they're sooooo cute. I wanna grow old to be like them..

Well, that is how its always like when I go to Singapore...That's how I know how everything is going be like in the morning.. but the best part of it all is getting up with him next to me in one of my favourite places in the world...

I can't wait!

Like I said, I think so too much. And my imagination runs along with me... which is always bad.

and Great.. I just jinx myself again.