the thud!

I have this creeping feeling...

I woke up this morning with the dream of him and I having lunch in some chinese shop with a bunch of people I cannot recall and under the table, my hands rests on his tights and then he just entwines his hands around mine... then he looked at me and give me a peck on the forehead.. It felt so real! and we continued our conversation with those people on the table.

But when I woke up this morning, reality brought me down with a loud mental thud!

I had fun at Labjacd last night. Again. But somehow, at the back of my head, my thoughts could never leave him. I kept on thinking about him and wished so hard he was there with me at that very moment. (maybe the fact that freak-ka-zoids were staring and looking at Pixie and I made me wanna have a guy we know next to us...).

Somehow, seeing him online after that somehow made everything a little better... I'm in love with technology..